Today, one of my friends will go back to Hongkong next week because the visa is going to be expired. That means some people will leave Sydney one by one. They will finish their studies or holidays in Sydney. I will be missing them all.  

 

 

One of my best friends thought that I have to update my blog. Yes, I think so. But sometimes you have to have some kind of good mood to do that. Especially when every thing is pending, a person like me will not do this thing ahead of it.

 

However, I think I need to add something here and tell every old friend that I am in my winter holiday now. I just cannot stopping thinking these unsolved stuff, my study, my life and every kinds of relationships. I have to admit that I am not a strong person, but the funny thing is that I have to face these things.

 

What lessons did I learn since arrived Sydney? That is I found my weaknesses, not only on my personality, but also on my attidude towards other people and the whole world. I thought I was a big guy and could handle everything before. Actually I was wrong. Sometimes I am a little bit childish and stupid even I didn't realise it.

 

I should criticise myself, encourage myself, or even indulge myself?   I don't want to go from one extreme to the other like before......Anyway, I still get thousands of attentions from China and here. My parents and my friends, I appreciated what all you guys did for me. I will be on my way......