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October 28 Who am I?Personal Astrology
How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others:
Forward-looking and progressive, you are a person who supports change, innovation, and human advancement, and you are often strongly committed to a humanitarian cause or social improvement. You are extremely aware of the interconnection and interdependence of all people, and are always relating personal issues to some larger framework. You see the political or social ramifications of personal actions, and you wish to contribute something of value to the world, or at least to your community or group. The Inner You: Your Real Motivation:
Quiet, deep, emotionally complex and intensely private, you are not a person who is easy to get to know and understand. You are extremely sensitive but disinclined to show it, and you allow only a special few into your inner world. Like a wary animal, you are cautious and mistrustful of those you do not know until you "sniff them out". You are very, very instinctive and intuitive. You usually have a strong, immediate gut reaction to people, even though you may be unable to clearly articulate why you feel as you do. Your feelings and perceptions go deeper than words. (
 Other parts are not free.) That is me. October 22 如果......如果早出来半年，我的整个未来可能就变了，不知道自己在追求什么，不知道自己想要什么。
如果早有现在的心智，就会有不一样的生活。
每天就围着那几件事转，找工作到处碰壁，一无斩获，听着别人精彩的故事，好像跟自己没有关系，什么时候自己能成为命运的主人，主宰自己的人生，事业，情感.......
一批批的朋友都毕业了，没有几个星期，如果考试全部通过，我也即将结束我的学生生涯。真的不知道明年的这个时候会不会有奇迹发生，或者在这之前就发生。但是，不是每个人都能创造奇迹，需要实力，运气，和永不服输的心态。我能吗？
书上说每个人都有心理黑点，看来看去好像是为我而写，虽然自己努力在改正，但是并不像想象中的那么容易被修正。 25岁的人了，经常有人说我像小孩子，呵呵，我都无奈了，好像很傻的样子，没有心眼，不知道单纯加简单等于年轻还是等于幼稚。
世界上没有卖后悔药的，但是有时候我却是偏偏是需要它的人。总是在犯错，又不断改错，总是被打击，又不得不在打击中自己鼓励自己。有时候不自信确实很害人，我老爸都说这是我的致命伤，偏偏致命伤又是那么的难以治愈。有时候自己给自己找借口，自己宽容自己，到头来还是老样子。做事情不敢冒险，怕失败，等错过了才后悔。我需要改变，从里到外。
我不想评价自己走到现在这个地步是成功还是失败，是获得的多还是失去的多，无论怎样，人总是要长大的，长大就得经历。
遇到了太多的人或事，但是不能偏离自己的主航道。
做自己的主人！乐观坦然的面对一切！
加油！
October 04 Sleepy......A customer came to the counter just now, but I was sleeping inside
 . He knocked the glass and waked me up. I thought 7 hours sleep was enough, actually it was not on me . Maybe it is spring now , maybe it is so warm today , maybe it is so quiet in the shop , maybe the radio behind me sends too many soft songs into my head , maybe......Yesterday, on the way to the co-op bookshop, a really beautiful "view" jumped into my eyes
 . Not far from the building I am living, there is a mini park. A small lawn is located in this square . When I was passing it, a very hot young lady was lying on the lawn. She was lying with one arm holding her head and reading some book or newspaper. She was wearing a light blue skirt and black glasses . Because normally nobody will lie on the lawn at noon and it was pretty hot yesterday. And nobody was there when I was passing the lawn. Both of the reasons made her very distinctive and special . You had to have a look at her and that was why I said the view jumped in my eyes. Hoho~~ Time is flying away, just like the season. Everying is changing and unstable. I am going to graduate from Sydney Uni and I do not know what will happen in the future. Happy? torturous? Easy? Tough?
 So many question marks, so many answers and so many thinking...... |
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